Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Wonder am I really wrong in my judgement tis time.
How long do I still need to solve this misery?
When can I get the answer I want?
I'm still unable to "fang xia", still hoping that whatever my brain is telling me is wrong!
I'm just feeling super insecure now.
Feel so stupid in why not just choose anyone one of the good guys around who are treating me better than he! Why let myself drown in this misery.
Maybe that's all LOVE?
Is it?
I really DON'T KNOW>>>
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11:14 PM
11:14 PM
Monday, October 29, 2007
Back at work today, feeling so energised after a short holiday. But a look at my table, THAT's IT! Piles of work laid on my table. Busy Busy from morning till I end my work... With a short little break after lunch where I blogged :P Really super tired, how I wish there's someone to give me some good massage and a good hug! *LOL
Yea I really think my mummy is cute, and he seems to like Sheng Long alot alot. And it's really making me real jealous. Coz its so unfair! She actually cooked extra today, worried tat he might come and she dun haf enough for him to eat! OMG. -.-'' and he's really an auntie killer.
But but but... I'm still searching, still wondering, what he is actually thinking and what I am actually to him. I'm trying very very hard to keep myself afloat but afraid I'll drown soon. All I need is a word from him I guess, and I'll just believe, but somehow, I dunno if he's really REAL.
And another stupid man is getting on my nerve! Friends are telling me to be straight-forward, and no need to care about his feelings if not I'll just be like giving him hope! But but but again, I really dunno what I should do. People please help. My energy is fast depleting.
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7:31 PM
7:31 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Boss was so sweet even offered to send me to the airport when I told him my dad not fetching. But nah, can't coz meeting Mr. Lawrence @ MRT, so yea in the boss sent me to redhill MRT. And Mr. Teo's timing was super accurate, he say he'll reach within half an hour and he really did! AMAZING!
Welcome Thailand!
FIRST DAY
This is where we had our daily breakfast. It's called the Spices Restaurant.
The room circled in red is our room!! and as you can see we have a private pool to our room, that is separated from the main one. Super privacy :P
Our first lunch at a roadside stall called Ja Mai Restaurant. It's some kind of home-cooked food. And we had chicken with cashew nuts with oyster sauce. But it was super salty but nevertheless DELICIOUS!
SECOND DAY
Super Super Nice to Snorkel over there. You dun need to go deep into the waters also can see lotsa fishes swimming around. And the somehow the fishes just love him alot coz wherever he goes, the fishes will follow him!! And is in schools of it!
Coz was having my menses so wasn't able to snorkel over here, but did tried for a while though. Then he was so sweet he swam out and directed the fishes towards me!! And I just stand there and the fishes came and swam around me... And the sight was really really beautiful.Thank You!
me & my beautiful Sea!!
After our 4 islands tour, on the bus heading back to the hotel to prepare for the Elephant Trekking.
me & my beautiful Sea!!
After our 4 islands tour, on the bus heading back to the hotel to prepare for the Elephant Trekking.
Back in our hotel room after washup, while preparing for the car to fetch us :D
Elephant Ride and Elephant Trekking!! Was really super fun, worth the money! 750baht.
Feeding the elephant that we rode on, she was really hungry coz throughout our whole journey she keeps throwing her temper. Or perhaps coz we're heavy? And yes it's a she, all the elephants here are females, except for one male for mating purposes.
Our 2nd night Dinner, and I accommodated him and ate sweet and sour fish and calamari.See I so nice right.
Chef Lawrence cooking for me my daily dosages of bacon!!That I can't live with out!
Coz it's really super delicious.
Our room, with our own private balcony and pool. Luxury Living! No No, it's actually kinda cheap and anyway it's really worth the money!
Checking out time, Packing and last pic taken in our hotel room and there we go to the city to take a walk, see see and look around.
Back in Singapore! On the Shuttle Bus back to Terminal 1 to have our dinner @ 11+pm.
Supper I suppose.
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8:01 PM
8:01 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I'm going krabi tonight!!! FINALLY! Yeah... *haha
Flight at 9.00pm++ so goin straight after work. Bag is heavy this time as compared to the previous trip to Genting and Bintan, but I bring very little things le lei. And most things like shampoo stuff already dump into lawrence bag le. *sigh or am I weak now, that's why feel tat my bag is heavy? Anyway gotta make him carry for me later :P
Hope I'll enjoy... post pics when I'm back!!!
Friends dun miss me too much wor :P *haha Esp Pretty Boy, Ryan, Jeff, and Ying, Mian, Von(we'll see each other on 17-Nov!!) *muahahaha dun worry I'll take good care of myself...
And sorry to Jack, think I hurt him last night but yea sorry as friends noe I'm a pretty pampered princess LOL so I seldom accomodate ppl only ppl accomodate me. :P If you can't understand ya I can only say sorry.
Flight at 9.00pm++ so goin straight after work. Bag is heavy this time as compared to the previous trip to Genting and Bintan, but I bring very little things le lei. And most things like shampoo stuff already dump into lawrence bag le. *sigh or am I weak now, that's why feel tat my bag is heavy? Anyway gotta make him carry for me later :P
Hope I'll enjoy... post pics when I'm back!!!
Friends dun miss me too much wor :P *haha Esp Pretty Boy, Ryan, Jeff, and Ying, Mian, Von(we'll see each other on 17-Nov!!) *muahahaha dun worry I'll take good care of myself...
And sorry to Jack, think I hurt him last night but yea sorry as friends noe I'm a pretty pampered princess LOL so I seldom accomodate ppl only ppl accomodate me. :P If you can't understand ya I can only say sorry.
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3:49 PM
3:49 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Upon reaching, I was shocked beyond words that this is only 4 of us... Really shocking shock! Kinda pathetic for them too. Feel so sorry too. Imagine if I wasn't there, the October Babies will have to help each other celebrate their birthday! Oh man... ... What's happening to the rest??? WHERE ARE THEY?!?!?!
Anyway lucky we had our own fun too in fourplets! *LOL After their lunch, accompany Ben to buy his Braun Buffel's wallet, supposedly to be a gift by his Chong Pang Gang. And then they had to remind me that my 21st is coming!!! When... Jaz! has yet to even turn 20!!! OMG.
Hopefully for my bdae, most probably a chalet, everybody is able to turn up. I dun wan to celeb my own birthday :(
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8:57 PM
8:57 PM
From I log off MSN, shut down my com, get change, get dressed up, till I was on my way to meet my pri sch mate at redhill station then we put down the phone, as it was already 2.30am over at his side(btw he's in Toronto) and was feeling tired, which is quite unusual for him, but glad finally he manage to rest early too! ;-)
Chatted alot, and had a live tour over the phone for him, about everything in S'pore which he misses alot. Hearing the train sound that he used to take daily to school, to all the updates that I gave him. I miss him alot too!! My Qishu Da Ge...
When he called and ask me about my everything, I nearly cried, but managed to choke back my tears, am touched as well as seriously missed him alot. It has been near to 4 years since we last met, he left S'pore in 2004. But occassionally there's still MSN, emails and calls.
Misses his voice, misses the days he tuition me, misses the days I accompany them on basketball practices, misses the days we always went Sentosa, misses the days we just chill out, misses the days we stayed out late and always rushed for the last train, misses the days he's always there to give me counselling, misses his care and concern.
So sad that true friends are hard to come by, Saddest when one is so far away.
He's got 2 more years to graduation, perhaps I could try to save $$$ and visit him within the next 2 years? *hehe
One: Coz I wan to travel.
Second: Coz I wan to see him and meet up with him.
Third: Coz I wan to experience Winter!!!
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8:42 PM
8:42 PM
Happy 24th Birthday to CYNTHIA!!! (exact date: 22October2007)
Happy 20th Birthday to WANYING!! (exact date: 31October2007)
Sorry Birthday Ladies, for the constant postponing of the meeting time. From 6.00pm to 6.30pm to 7.00pm to 7.30pm and finally met at 8.00pm. We couldn't get the exact frames for the collage I've done, so got to do some extra makeover and touch up. Hope you gals love our final product. This is really filled with lotsa of our SINCERITY LOVE and CARE!!!
We cabbed down separately: me, von, mian cabbed from SengKang and even argued with the driver where exactly Park Royal Hotel is... -.-'' and Cyn and Ying cabbed down from Bugis.
This was our present, is it nice? It's unique and so SPECIAL!!! Without the strings it will look even nicer!! But that was purposely put for easy carry for the Birthday Gals, see how thoughtful we are.
The entrance to the restaurant we're eating.
the famous tea-pouring stunt!
Our 1st 8 Course Menu Chinese Cuisine, like eating @ Wedding Dinner. Would have been better if we were at UOB 60th Floor, too bad there was wedding dinner being held there today. :(
While the Big Sisters discuss which menu to choose, me and mian start to Zi Lian"ing".
the super expensive "Hua Cha", S$5 per cup, though is refillable, but still is EXPENSIVE!!
**SORRY it should be FAMOUS NOT infamous
it looks kinda disgusting, but was delicious afterall.
I dun like the seafood combination but love the BUNS!!! It was delicious.
I dun like this fish dish also, too fishy for me...
But I love this dish, though its kinda spicy, but it reminds me of Qishu's Parents Restaurant, the dinner they treated me to in Shanghai >> SiChuan Dishes!!! rocks....
I love this too... FIRST TIME.
Unhealthy Noodle, too oily...
Cocktail Time, love the smoking effect, lucky we never made the wrong choice!!
Time for some Toilet Reflection Zi Lian"ing" our fav pastime.
Finally Group Picture!!
Spent a bomb today, but it was well-spent. The bill come over to S$200+. Pretty alright and should actually be around that price too. And most importantly, we all enjoyed ourselves!!! and had lotsa fun. Really love our Girl Gang Gatherings!!!
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9:54 AM
9:54 AM
