Sunday, January 27, 2008
Still waiting for Cher to send pics... so longgggg already!
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11:15 AM
11:15 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
My guy is very sweet, he would do anything for me! He'll loves me so much! He's the kind of guy everyone like to be with but all he wants to do is be with me!
But problem is where to find such a guy?!?!?
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4:36 PM
4:36 PM
I'm the type of girl that cares about everyone excepts diffrent personality's. I love making new friends and would NEVER hurt the one's I have. I'm a very social person who often hangs around many types of people. My honesty and trustworthiness is what my friends can always trust.
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4:28 PM
4:28 PM
*LOL
I'll have 3 kids: 2 girls, 1 boy.
In the order of Girl, Girl, Boy.
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4:10 PM
4:10 PM
I'm confident enough in myself that I do not always need that someone by my side, or need to know what they are doing.
I trust that they are loyal and don't need constant reassurance.
I can spend a night out with my friends and have fun, with or without my partner.
Despite these characteristics, I always assure that my partner knows you are devoted to them, even through the most subtle gestures.
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4:08 PM
4:08 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Yea probably coz was after school, kinda tired, kinda stone already *haha. She just finish her Silat Lesson. She still looks as cute as before :D When I noticed her, the first she said was:" I was still wondering why this person(refering to me) look so familiar." *LOL I got change so much ma? *hmmmz.
Yea then we chatted, talked about our classmates who got married one after another and the both of us are SINGLE!!! Kinda hmm stress? *LOL nah age is really beginning to catch up with us! *Haha Then she commented I look so sweet so pretty now... Hmmmz do I? It's at the end of the day le... did not even touch up my makeup so I really dun tink so, and hmmm or probably coz' last time 我长得不则么样！hmmm *ponders~~ ponders~~
Keep in touch and meet up soon!!!
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4:42 PM
4:42 PM
Daddy eat snake again today. So whole family except me went AMK Hub shopping, then came over to pick me up from work before going back Jurong Blk 815 to eat (somewhere near Vincent's place I guess). Was pretty surprise with the courteousy shown by the people there, they're real polite, but the food ain't nice. :(
After that went to take a walk/stroll at the Jalan Bahar Florist. Wow... the place is real big, the flowers are real nice, and they're really cheap LOL. Wanted to buy some go home de, but bcoz of one of my sentence:" I'll come buy on New Year's Eve, to see if the price drop further." and my daddy gave up the idea of buying any flowers home :P
Okay! Let's see now who will be free to accompany me here again on New Year's Eve after the reunion dinner? Sometime past midnight?
After that went to take a walk/stroll at the Jalan Bahar Florist. Wow... the place is real big, the flowers are real nice, and they're really cheap LOL. Wanted to buy some go home de, but bcoz of one of my sentence:" I'll come buy on New Year's Eve, to see if the price drop further." and my daddy gave up the idea of buying any flowers home :P
Okay! Let's see now who will be free to accompany me here again on New Year's Eve after the reunion dinner? Sometime past midnight?
Lawrence?
Vincent?
:)
I don't know if it's the camera lousy or is my sister's photo taking skills lousy :P
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2:38 PM
2:38 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
All I need is QUALITY TIME. Sometimes, not much needs to be said or done, as long as I get to spend time with friends or that special someone. But sometimes it can be tough to even set enough time aside, but some/a little quality time really brightens my day/week.
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5:39 PM
5:39 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
I'm really damn terrible man, perhaps its time to really start learning how to do housework, cook and stuff like that, coz almost everyone is lamenting, how are you going to get married in the future?!?! Though I always answered:" I can always find a husband who can cook and do housework and take care of me!" But I supposed it's still better to feel more useful right, to be able to 进得了厨房，出得了厅堂。[[*.i.w0nt.Regrett.L0vinG.euu.*]]
12:02 AM
12:02 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Life's been TOUGH! Trying to juggle both work and school. Not that bad actually, perhaps just emo-ing.
First week of school, worn out already, guessed yet to be well-prepared enough. Lessons are twice-thrice a week, from 7-10, by the time I reach home 11+, bathed everything snoozing time is 12+ le. But somebody volunteered to fetch and send me home after my lessons!!! *hehe so guessed I can reach home and rest earlier le ba. (but am I very bad?) He actually wanted to fetch me on thurs, but I rejected hmmmz... We'll see how again next week! :) Thanks Vincent! Sorry can't give you any promises yet, do give me some time ba. 顺其自然。:D
Finally, managed to get my Dreamweaver MX CD!!! Thanks sista! Coz he got his part-time trainer to burn for me. *muacks! sista is always the best *LOL buttt... haf to collect at woodlands he find it too far dun wan collect for me :( But anyway I really appreciate that he help me find the CD le.
Got Jayson (my colleague) to help me collect! *haha I very bad right like making use of ppl. :P Anyway he got it for me today le, he even called to inform me *haha THANKS! JAYSON 万岁！Yea he kinda become more gentleman lately, will allow me to go firs, open door for me, help me out whenever I need. Super helpful. Ever since my bdae preparation ba, from the cake to the Otah all done by him. So yea really gotta thank him alot alot! He's changing my perception of him! *LOL
Also got to thank him ah, so scared I can't get attached like that keep introducing his friend to me, esp this guy who drives an Audi... -.-'' thanks! But yea I believe I'm still attractive enough to attract and get my own man :P
Friday night, is sort of becoming Pretty Boy's night le. He promised to help me carry my lappy, coz bringing my lappy home today. So he came down to Bugis to wait for me, coz I need to make a trip down to my school. Thanks! And yea he really carried for me, despite having his own lappy to carry too, somemore is an old IBM machine *LOL :P
With him, I'm always super lucky coz always managed to get a seat! Imagine 7+ peak hour, we actually manage to get a seat at Cityhall! Ok and as everyone knows I can sleep almost anywhere, once on a vehicle (no matter what) I'll sleep! So slept all the way to Boon Lay. And pretty boy actually blame me for making him so tired :( Coz he slept with me also. But hello is ur own problem that u sleep, so dun blame me :P
It's always fun to hang out with Pretty Boy coz he's always able to make me laugh and help me relax. Thanks! and really thanks for being there all this while. Really appreciate.
Now am trying to slowly remove Lawrence from my memory, but dunno if I can do that. Coz he's burning hot and cold, and I'm really tired, I dunno how long more can I wait, I dunno if the wait will be worthwhile.
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12:45 AM
12:45 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
为什么你总是如此地冷漠
你的心实在难以捉摸
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1:38 PM
1:38 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
So end up, all I did was soak in the water, while Pretty Boy continue to swim :P But I ended up with a good tan!!! Great man, love it *LOL but the shade isn't nice where the butt area is, coz *haha covered by the shorts I'm wearing ma... so the shade abit uneven kinda ugly but who sees there right. :P
But my forehead got kinda sun burnt, it feels hot and is reddish in color now, probably coz nv apply sunblock there :(
After the swim, went to have my usual dosage of fries!!! But it ain't delicious, lousy! Went to 651 to eat and Pretty Boy had 1.5 chicken wings plus a super big plate of mee goreng (my standard it would have considered a 3 person portion!!)
Super long nv go there le, to think that I used to always go there dabao my dinner, but now coz got MRT construction so abit inconvenient. And cute la he, coz the traffic light over there is a little scary and I dun really dare to cross, he actually held me as though like a small little gal like that to cross the road, lucky no one around, if seen by my friends, I'll have no more face left man - super embarrassed.
Had fun though super tired now. And Pretty Boy is happily sleeping away.
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2:33 PM
2:33 PM
Perhaps it's really time to let go and move on. I should learn to appreciate what I have that is right in front of me, instead of wasting my time and energy persuing something that may not even be meant for me. Sometimes, people are really stupid to reject something that is so obviously placed in front of you, and go in search of something impossible.
I should learn to heed the advice of: It's better to be LOVED then to Love.
But everytime I want to let go, unexpected things will happen, as in suddenly he'll become very nice, and once again I get soft-hearted. I'm not ready to be in a relationship with him coz I'm unable to trust him, unable to believe what he says, I've got simply too much doubts. But I'm not looking for a relationship, all I wan is very simple, just to enjoy our current status, be happy when we're together (which is always the case) and bask in that loving and sweet environment, but sometimes, it seems difficult to fulfill too.Sometimes I wonder if it is retribution, alright people will think that I'm thinking too much, but is this the Price of Love that I have to pay? I know that people hurt... but the worst part is, they hurt and they dont even look back... they are gone and what do I get in return? I dun wan to 沦落 to that state.
Probably should get another guy and input all my feelings there, probably I'll be able to forget him faster and move on.
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12:12 PM
12:12 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Vincent picked me up at 7pm. Oh and I got my long-awaited, much complained BOUQUET of FLOWERS!! And somemore its roses!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! *haha simply over-delighted. Coz do you know how long I've not receive a bouquet of flowers, guess got about 3 years le ba.Other than on my 21st bdae, one pot of flowers from Sista(Glendon) & 3 bouquets of fake DIY small bouquet from my sis (youngest sis), I receive not a single flower, not even a stalk, so sad right :( *sigh But why am I so concern about receiving flowers? Eh actually I also dunno why, *haha just feel like it, just hmmm like that feeling of receiving flowers? :P
Then, went to Suntec buy his keyboard, coz his bro told him their house keyboard spoil. After that went to Tony Romers for dinner. *haha and somebody volunteered to cut the ribs for me to eat :P But in the end, ya he did cut but a few pieces coz I ordered my Sirloin Steak. As usual my appetite ain't big, and all the food got transfered to him, and he ended with indigestion. I'm SO SORRY! :(
After dinner was around 9+ already so we kind of rush over to Cinea for our movie - Linger at 10pm. Okie, guess we're pretty lucky coz for both times, at Suntec as well as Cinea, we got parking lots super fast! And it's real fast, coz dun even need to drive around to look for lots, just go into the carpark, and there is an empty lot. Guess I still have my bdae lucky streak with me ba. Uncle must thank me hor :P
Linger was a pretty nice show, but not as good as I've expected, not much emotional scenes. Only a few touching scenes, but there's one super scary scene, where Vic Zhou came back and lie beside Li BingBing on her bed without his tops and can see all his bruises and stitches, super disgusting.
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3:17 AM
3:17 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Finally meetup with Suowei & Cyn @ Cityhall today. And Suowei was exceptionally early! Coz 6.30 only she reached le, while I was still stuck in the traffic jam on my way to Commonwealth MRT. Then we updated each other about our recent lives, while waiting for Cyn. And first time saw Suowei's BF :D Then we had dinner at The Pizza Place. Ordered too much and had quite a bit left behind :(
Walked around, got my Robinsons Voucher, then went down to O'briens to sit down and chat. And we're cheapo-kia, coz *haha ordered one Fruiti Tuiti and 3 of us SHARED! Talked alot, nevertherless Lawrence was once again one of the topic. He's really not my BF! We're status-less. 
Tgt Suowei wanted to propose to me *LOL coz she bought me a bracelet in a red little beary box *LOL Thanks dearie! Love'ya! *muacks
And now our topic has evolved from small girl's talk of study, part-time job, further studies etc, to women's talk, papsmear test, aging, healthy lifestyle, pregnancy etc. Soon guess we'll be talking about motherhood, perhaps give us another 5 more yrs ba, either Cyn or Suowei will go firs.
Coz afterall I'm the youngest among all :P
Coz afterall I'm the youngest among all :P
Cyn: another 5 more years.
Suowei: another 2 more years.
(but currently both are money issue, money not enough how to get married?)
So who knows maybe I'll get a man this yr and he proposed and I'll get married next yr? Hmmmz *LOL Dreaming *hahaz Anyway age is really catching up, it really ain't fun touching 2!
Chatted till about 10.30 den we parted. Cya soon again!![[*.i.w0nt.Regrett.L0vinG.euu.*]]
12:38 AM
12:38 AM
Friday, January 11, 2008
Attended my Orientation @ City Campus – 410 North Bridge Road, #05-09A. It was supposedly a 1hr event, from 7pm to 8pm, but somehow it dragged over to 9+ then ended, and everyone was kind of, pretty edgy and pissed off le.Waited for my consultant so that I can do my enrollment. And only today that I found out my consultant - Jamie was actually the manager in charge of this program, no wonder I got so good service :-P and she's always able to help me solve my problems. :-D
Enrolled for 2 modules: Human Resources and Organisational Development & Employee Relations.
Lessons on: Mon/Fri & Wed. Now can only pray hard that Jamie can squeeze me into Monday slot, coz I dun wan to study on Friday!!!
And was supposed to meet Pretty Boy, coz he smsed me at 9pm and told me he just OT finish (shocked, hmm did you deliberately OTed to wait for me? - wishful thinking right :P), and he haven eat, so probably can meet up for late dinner. But at that time was still waiting for Jamie, so he made his way back to Jurong first. By the time I finish and catch my train it was 9.30pm already, he called and say he's at JE but by the time I reach there should be 10+ le what to eat. So meeting canceled, actually it was never even confirm *LOL
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1:51 PM
1:51 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Thanks! Though it came late (2 days late to be exact) but its still 有到好过没到！He got sent back to Tekong for training so wasn't able to give me a call on 7th itself, but he make it up today! almost immediately (actually was 2hrs after he touched mainland), he called and wished me and apologized for the late wishing. It's alright, it's the sincerity that counts. The fact that he came down on Saturday itself, I'm already very happy and touched le :D
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10:33 AM
10:33 AM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Mummy's bdae today, gave the family a treat at 日本村。 At my house the stadium there. We ordered damn lots of food and cost me over 70bucks, but ok la cheaper den if we were to go IMM to eat :P
our food spread
our food spread
mummy's bdae cake
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12:12 PM
12:12 PM
When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]
When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]
When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]
When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]
When im scared
[ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]
When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]
When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]
When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]
When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]
When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]
When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]
When im scared
[ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]
When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]
When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]
When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]
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3:44 AM
3:44 AM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Then I got a surprise birthday celebration again, this time was really caught off-guard. Thanks Lai Yee (Solidworks rep - Territory Sales Manager) and Gabriel (my Manager). And I got a small little complimentary cheese cake from the hotel! *yeah...
I simply love that decoration around the plate, even tgt of stealing it back *LOL
Jayson collecting his cheque from Lai Yee for garnering the top sales in the region again.
Posing with his cheque... another upcoming treat again!!! *woohooo
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12:38 PM
12:38 PM
Thanks Ben, *haha he really fulfilled his promise of calling me on my actual bdae to wish me :D Pretty shocked to receive though, coz I thought he would have forgotten, though it came in quite late coz it was 3hrs to 12midnight already and Day 7 would have been over. Nevertheless, was still quite happy to receive that call. Received it while strolling back home with Pretty Boy, and he commended, see so many ppl care about you! *hehe yea indeed. I'm really loved *LOL and am a HAPPY WOMAN!!!
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10:30 AM
10:30 AM
Monday, January 07, 2008
OK met Pretty Boy for steamboat dinner @ my usual steamboat shop. Din know we actually have always been eating at the same shop! Alright supposedly should be Pretty Boy's treat dunno why end up become my treat. Anyway it's alright. I had fun... First time eating steamboat with Pretty Boy and first time, *haha eat steamboat with 2 ppl only. Coz norm, when I eat steamboat is for big gathering with a big group of ppl, at least 5 pax la. Anyway nice experience. And I actually didn't perspire a single bit even though I was eating mala!! *hee
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11:40 PM
11:40 PM
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12:36 PM
12:36 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
Then after that Vincent came over to pass me his NTUC card coz I need to use it to check-in tml. *haha then I pass him a Hello Kitty Aroma thing, *haha next time then I check see if he got use :P[[*.i.w0nt.Regrett.L0vinG.euu.*]]
12:32 PM
12:32 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
But I was really not feeling well, dunno why upon reaching home, I whole body like so shag, so tired... But I met him at Pioneer Mall instead to pei him eat dinner coz feel really bad to fly his kite so last min.
So met him about 7+ when I felt better, then *haha receive my 2nd Bdae pressie in advance! Chey! I tgt wat so fantastic sia... afterall its nth but a necklace (kinda look cheapo and abit like use before like tat) that he say he bought from M'sia. Thank you ah like so no sincerity :P
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12:28 PM
12:28 PM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
After that wait for my sis to come back from the gym then we went to Sheng Shiong to buy my Chalet BBQ stuff. The shopping trip was super tired. But we bought quite a bit of stuff.
And my chalet is really approaching! 3 more days.
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12:24 PM
12:24 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Then went Shaw to watch Warlords.
Then he went over to Le Meridien to look for his bro who is back in SG with his GF, coz he meeting them for dinner. While I went home, change den meet Cher to head down to Newton to meet my 死家members for dinner. Coz after that we went over to Vivo to wait for Bon, before proceeding to Sentosa for the Siloso Beach Party countdown! :DPics to be uploaded soon, as soon as Cher send me the pics!!!
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11:59 AM
11:59 AM
Finally the pics are here!!! Thanks bro (GL) :D
our admission ticket, S$28 per person you know, somemore this is pre-ticket and with DBS credit card discounts (if I'm not wrong)
Dinner @ Newton Food Centre
On our way to Vivo to wait for Bon who arrives only at 10pm before proceeding to Sentosa for the party.
Super duper lousy countdown, very disappointed, and partly coz I wasn't in my best shape, not feeling well as usual :(
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2:43 AM
2:43 AM
