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Friday, November 28, 2008

[[* this is when all the bullshit comes in *]]

Everybody are coming out with their own stories...

Need to support siblings... parents... paying all the housing loan... *blah...blah...blah

Hello... I'm the youngest here... the lowest paid here... just started work not long ago [do you tink I have savings]... only a diploma holder [unlike the rest all degree holders]... can't even pay me... what the hell...

And you wan me to extend my consolation to them? Rather give them pay which is like 1-2X more den me, den to me... I really don't know what the hell am I doing the shit in here...

I seriously can't get to get out, hope I'm able to get a job soon, and just throw in the letter and can go immediately!

*GRRRR.... I'm so pissed off la...

I also need to support my family ok... I need to give them 300-400 a mth... paying my house's bills, internet, telephone, my dad's hp bill, my study loan [$500], my Poly CPF loans... etc etc... Think it is easy for me meh...

*KAOZ!!!

What more can you expect a 21 yrs old to do?

[[*.i.w0nt.Regrett.L0vinG.euu.*]]
5:20 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

[[* STRESSED...STRESSED...STRESSED *]]

I seriously don't know where should I start. So many things have happened lately and seriously caught me off guard and drowned me.

Bad news followed after bad news... ... ='(

I'm losing my job!!! Or maybe should I put... I've lost my job!!! And this is ONE SUPER BAD NEWS. Coz I'm not gonna be able to receive my pay this month!!! *DAMNIT! I seriously don't know how to survive. Am struggling, looking desperately for jobs.

Thanks to Vannas being there, helping me promote Lioele Cosmetics coz I seriously need this to help me survive now =( And all the encouragement, advices and support! Yea we both need it badly. =(

=( demoralising.

Got Hubby's bro to bring back a few new items from Korea that are not available in Singapore, but only in 1 or 2 qty each coz he wasn't that helpful actually. Hope somebody can support if not den I'll just have to self-use in the end [coz qty not that much anyway], and actually my motive *hahaz coz I really like the packaging.

Then same as Jul, my queue nos overshot the available slots of HDB flats available =( Means it's fated la *hz. But thanks to Jul for inviting to be your bridesmaid, that cheer me up slightly coz it's my FIRST TIME! But there goes my dream home. =(

I failed again, my individual assignment and it was real bad... 6/20 -.-! Comments from lecturer were always the same, I did not write in context but my points/headers were all correct. ='(

And what's worst, this time round one of my group mates really sucks big time, dunno why so suay kanna tis kind of ppl. =( Just my luck. A total FREE RIDER and FAKER!

Where's my light! Where's my direction! What should I do next? I need a job!!! But if I get a new job, can I still continue my online business as a sideline?

=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )=

[[*.i.w0nt.Regrett.L0vinG.euu.*]]
10:14 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

[[* Ying's 21st Bdae Celeb *]]

THEME: PINK

Pinky Morgan Watch with Gold Trimmings.

Pinky Pinky B'dae Card

Pinky Pinky Pinky B'dae Cake

And yes you can see it none of us were in Pink though. =P

Mui was pointing to Emmy-san's hand, which was holding the spongy-thing that was holding the watch. She was squeezing it non-stop, citing that it helps keep her warm and is nice to squeeze. *LOL