Tuesday, November 27, 2007

[[* Something Refreshing *]]

Someone just said to me:

You are exactly the type of girl that i like yet that will hurt me.
hMm cuz i like girls who are pretty strong headed... but more than often girls like u are tooo...

too hard to contorl le...
or to please...

too good to u also wrong, too bad also wrong

and too many temptation out there le

u look like a princess that i'll wanna protect

Is this true? Am I like that? Am I that hard to control and please? Hmmz... ...

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1:46 PM

Monday, November 26, 2007

[[* Happy Birthday Vincent!!! *]]

I'm really super cheapo :( Sorry ah Vincent, coz am really really broke. Ok not that he wanted me to buy anything expensive but its just "liang xin bu an" :) But still I bought him a cake!! and yea I personally do up a birthday card wor. I know it's kinda childish for his age, but still eh it's the thoughts and sincerity that counts right :P

Ok he's on time yet again, but yes this time I'm on time too!! I prepared very early this time, dun wan to let him wait again so paisei :P Went Vivo as usual to catch out Movie -Bratz *LOL Not his type of show actually, too girlie too young :P Anyway its pretty nice... I like it... remind me of my old school days... As I too, used to be in a gang of 4 gals...

After that somebody craving for Ajisen kind of noodle, so went down to Tiong Bahru... His old territory *LOL coz his office used to be there :D Ate till both of us are super full... full till we're bloated till we feel like vomiting!!!

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10:44 AM

Sunday, November 25, 2007

[[* Pretty Boy DATE *]]

Yea supposedly was to meet HIM 3.30pm at JP after his haircut but guess what, he called at 3.30pm and told me, oh I'm just about to go and cut my hair only... but very fast de, meet around 4 like tat. And when I reached at 4, he was still cutting his hair. And end up made me waited for 35mins! Always make me WAIT WAIT WAIT how many times already man!!!

But after his haircut, wow so handsome now really alot nicer den his previous one but now he gotta be hardworking cannot lazy everytime go out must style his hair le. Walked around, went courts and harvey norman to find blender for his mum. Then went Taman Jurong coz he wan to buy new mattress. And we ended up at Superbowl and had 2 games of bowling!!! Which I lost pathetically. Evidence as shown in the pics below. Cry big big time. :(

After the game, was around dinner time le, went back JP, had lai lai kitchen, as usual he eat chilli like nobody business. And people, the way he eat chilli is really way 100 times more pro den me!!! So actually mine is nothing as compared to his.

After that went NTUC, buy his wax, help his mum buy toilet roll, *LOL such a pretty boy carrying 3 rolls of toilet rolls - weird sight. Then went Pasar Malam check out the cheapo mattresses den walk home as usual.

Was supposed to go his house and put down his TOILET-ROLLS, but dunno somehow, we walked past his house already, but dunno is he did not realise (but couldn't be coz he even asked if I wan go up, and wait while he eat his supper, actually was dinner cooked by his dad), or simply just lost in his own thoughts, and just like tat, he walked me home instead *LOL

When reached my place I asked him, why u walk until here, den he say: "Oh ya hor, my place just now so near hor, wah lao " -.- ''she bu de me izit" LOL :P

After sending me home, den he went home and had his daddy's cooked food, watched the show he rented for his mum, den came over to my place again at about 12am. Coz simply b'coz Princess PeiLian is too lazy to walk over to his place :P

We went to play at the Senior Citizen Corner, those exercise equipments etc. We're just plain bo liao *LOL oooOoo *haha finally he piggy-backed me, the view from a 190cm height is really different from tat of a 158cm *LOL And yes yes he finally sang!!! And I even recorded *shhhhh coz he din noe, I had a super hard time persuading him to sing for me LOL

Look so ugly right, and both of us got double chine!!! :'(

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1:38 PM

Friday, November 23, 2007

[[* LONELY BORING FRIDAY *]]

*Sigh BIG BIG TIME... So lonely in the office... coz I'm all ALONE!!! scary to a certain extent oso, for the whole friday afternoon so pathetic right. :(

Boss say today CNY coz coz coz... I'm in red!!! and yea not bright red but some really red red *LOL :P BOO!

But was super busy also, lotsa stuff to do... lotsa stuff to complete. And stupid legal age of 21... I can't be the local contact for visa application, causing my company to waste S$60 :( So Sorry. And Boss was saying or instead asking... when will I be able to help sign off on the company behalf (* in a little sarcastic manner, of coz) Yea yea another one more mth. *hehe Ohhh and boss actually remembers my actual birth date 7 Jan!! Wah really touched... Den he say coz same date as his passport issue date 7-jan-1999 -.-'' *HAHA

Today lunch went Havelock road eat Char Kway Teow, opp Cyn's place. Ooo delicious *hehe and super full. And had alot stories today, those of 2 of my bosses primary school days... Super interesting LOL

And as everyone know I'm pretty choosy when it comes to food as in I dun eat everything, pretty particular, like no seafood etc etc... Den my bosses were saying, "like tat how to bring u to china", "how did you survive when you went Shanghai last year?" *LOL Of coz I have my way rite and I survived quite well also wat :P I'm pretty adaptable one ok... It's just a matter of my choice :P *hehe

Ok really boring friday, coz no date... so kelian... even my dad say... today Friday lei... u sure u going home? hmm so sad... aiya coz last time friends all haven go NS... got fr to go out... and also last time got BF ma... Now situation different le. But anyway yea... Vince gonna pick me up at 9.30pm and going east coast I wan to go "chui hai feng".

I dunno when was the last time I went East Coast, and it has actually changed so much!!! OK as in the other part... near the Bedok Jetty that side. The maze is no longer around, instead is replaced by a very new and pretty garden, something like a bladders corner, and there's even a Sunset Bay for ppl to chill.

And this is Bedok Jetty taken at 2am in the morning. But there's actually still alot of ppl around, camping overnight and fishing. We just sat there for hours and chatted. Very bo liao right :P

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5:13 PM

[[* Study Bank Loan *]]

Ok back to square one again, can't afford to defer coz school fees increase and I really cannot afford it, so ya... going ahead with the bank loan, with Lawrence... Yea think gonna get scolded by some friends le. Unable to afford paying cash, as in the subsequent term payment. So ya, bank loan is still the wiser choice I suppose, though I know its not very wise when the other party is ya... Lawrence. But anyway I trust that he wun run away with my money and anyway no money for him to run away also. So SAFE.

Opting either 2years or 3years repayment, hope hee Mark can help me with the calculation. Coz, 5 years is really way too long... and too much interests to pay. Not worth it. Now guess gotta wait for Lawrence's confirmation letter, den yes, I'll officially start school in Jan14, 2008. Orientation on Jan10, 2008. Timetables are out for us to choose. And there are textbooks to buy!!! Oh god $$$ again :(

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5:07 PM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

[[* CANADA in OCT 2009!!! *]]

Yes yes I'm going Canada and I want to go Canada!!! It's Qishu's Convocation!!! In Oct 2009!!! Muahahahaaa... and yes Qishu has given me formal invitation LOL... so time to save up... :D

*LOL Ok la, I know I'm abit "kua zhang" ok not abit but ALOT!!! But the air ticket itself is super exp lor... so of coz haf to pre-plan!!! And I can't wait to see Qishu!!! LOL

The weather will be about about 10 to 15 degrees, which is so so sooo COOL and most impt part is:

11/22/2007

11:54:23 AM

Qishu

<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)

you can see the maple leaves fallingf

Our conversation:

11/22/2007

11:57:17 AM

Qishu

<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)

i am formally inviting you now!

11/22/2007

11:57:35 AM

Qishu

<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)

would you like to come for my convocation! i will be so happy if you can!

11/22/2007

11:58:25 AM

<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)

Qishu

Sure my dear... 2 years for me to save up ;) cya in oct 2009 hehe

And YES! YES! I only need to pay for my own air-ticket coz...

11/22/2007	11:50:11 AM	Qishu	<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)	want to come to canada?
11/22/2007	11:50:21 AM	<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)	Qishu	wan but wait till i save enuf money LOL
11/22/2007	11:50:33 AM	<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)	Qishu	or u wan sponsor me? haha
11/22/2007	11:51:08 AM	Qishu	<.>JezLian<.> ATTENTION PLEASE! Kindly make yourself free on 5-Jan-08! my 21st B'dae ;)	i will take care of your expenses here

See the last sentence? He will sponsor all my expenses there!!! *LOL

Or maybe hmm ask his parents to sponsor me abit as well *LOL Dreaming on :P

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5:48 PM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

[[* GV VivoCIty 1st Birthday Anniversary!! *]]

Had a super hard time trying to book this tickets, so gotta thank Vincent loads!! Coz the yesterday night was trying throughout the night to book our tickets!!! Yea and finally got to go watch Enchanted with my sister!! And got lotsa goodies and lotsa foodies!! Fun and the story is sooo NICE... HAPPILY EVER AFTER *hehe

Will upload pics tonight. :D

Merry X'mas

me and my sis

sipping ginger drink

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5:56 PM

[[* Slacky 2 working days *]]

These 2 days, boss is outstation, so kinda slack. :P But actually not really also, coz I still did lotsa work, repack a bit of the office, re-arrange some stuff... and mama helped cleared away a lot of stuff, so the office now look kinda neater to a certain extent.

But life without Jack is so boring, coz no one to dist me online :( Need to wait another 3 weeks before he can be back. And believe his Mac book isn't working so din c him online, hope his research and stuff are all fine. Also dun dare to call him, scare dist his work :D coz some more he's in the hospital so better not right.

My translation is still stuck there... without Jack, the progress is really slow, haha coz no one to check and help me with. Yes Jack's languages are really super good... A real bilingual guy:P

So HAPPY now, coz 2 more days I'm dating Ah Joy!!! Yea yea Thursday!!! Our Hero!!!! My Lee Byun Hyun!!! *muahahaaaa And this coming sunday is Mr. Vincent's birthday, sorry lei, this woman here super broke now, owe u pressie firs ok. But I'll find a cheaper way to help u celebrate *hehe See I so nice rite... :P

And yea gotta thank all my dear friends for all their concern. I'm really fine!! Getting on well. Really touched that there's so many ppl reading my blog, and really care about me. Especially Emmy-san I was really SURPRISED to see that you tagged. Love'ya and miss'ya so much!!! Meet up soon Okay.

Lastly, wish u all the best Karine, and definitely, all will be well for you de, so don't think too much k my dear :D Cheers!

Yea saw this bag online and felt like buying, coz quite nice, and am into big bags recently. >>>

Saw it on Yahoo Auctions... S$85 lie... should I buy?? Or perhaps someone could buy for me as a birthday gift? LOL I very bu yao lian rite... :P

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2:55 PM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

[[* Happening+Happy Saturday *]]

Slept only at 5.30am tis morning, so nearly couldn't wake up. By the time I woke, was super rush for time, coz was supposed to meet my dearies 1.30pm at Chinatown, but at 1.30pm, I just reached Boon Lay Interchange :( But lucky train was fast, so about 2.10pm I reached chinatown and managed to catch up with them, before proceeding to Kbox!

Oh guess what, somebody actually wanted to know me, its actually some guys working at Kbox, *haha make me so paisei. But happy also coz it shows that I still got some prowess, so afterall I'm still pretty attractive *BHB rite. *haha Can't remember when was the last time I had such approach. And thank you ah yinngg, keep laughing at me. Grrr.

The supposedly "married" couple *LOL coz wear same hairband, same shoes... I'm refering to the style :D

Guess who is this? It's actually YINNGG!!

Cyn!! We never forget you!!!

And realise without CYN, all of us here are SINGLES!! and AVAILABLE *LOL Anyone interested can come forward for an interview :P LOL Ok and was told not to find a bf tat fast, shall remain single and be in their gang. *hehe

Welcoming X'mas 2007!!!

Our session ended around 7.30 so walked around chinatown but nothing much to shop so walked down to Clarke Quay. Sat there and just chatted. And also "blue-ing" each other the photos. Coz all my fault lor, bought camera without it's memory card :( So SORRY Ladies.

We parted at 10pm, and I headed down to Vivo to meet my beloved sister. Coz she just turned 18, and it happens that I got a free invitation to St James PowerHouse 1st Anniversary so yea, promised to bring her there to see see. To think that when I turned 18... no one bring me go lei :( Okie, pretty happening, free drinks, free shows, but it wasn't tat packed and surprise! no one checked her IC, kinda weird coz she look really young LOL. Ain't she? Look at the picture below and tell me ur comments LOL

Ok, at about 11.20pm, Vince came to pick us up. He sent my sis back home firs before we headed to Great World for our show - Beowulf as at 12.10am. I was really touched and really thanks alot. Coz I know that he will be coming from home, and guess he speed coz he reached really fast. His journey >>>

Home > St James > My House > Great World

WooHoo... which guy will waste petrol like tat, really thank you *kowtow.

But Great World was really disappointing, not the cinema, but the journey from the carpark to the cinema, none of the lifts were working and we have to climb all the none-working escalator all the way up to the cinema level. It really wasn't wat we expected. Guess next time, we better stick to Vivo :P

After the show, drove around, chatted, went changi... had a mini tour on bapoks... *haha

Reached home at about 4am, super shacked!

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1:37 PM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

[[* MOS Tonight *]]

Went MOS with my boss, YEA MOS = Ministry of Sound, coz got a SMa + IBM joint partnership Networking session over there. Ok this time round was alot more better den the previous one, probably coz I'm in a familiar place(MOS)? But tink I really look young in the crowd, coz my boss's associates keep calling me xiao mei mei here xiao mei mei there. Then they say I should feel honoured to be able to stand among them. LOL Okie Fine, UNCLES.

Downed a few glasses of wine, beer and soft drinks, oops my tummy start to roar le. Feel kinda unwell, den went toilet a few times Boss couldn't find me and texted me, but after a few times, *haha he knows, coz if I can't be found inside, most likely I'm in the loo. LOL.

At abt 9, Vincent came to fetch me, and he was super on time. APPLAUD! :D Initially wanted to catch a show de, and he got mobile broadband so were sitting in his car checking out all the shows, cinemas and timings in Vivo Basement Carpark, but all are quite packed only left with seats right at the bottom, so we postponed in and was kinda hungry, so head down to East Coast. Din know the place change so much!

And these are what we had - DIM SUMS!!

And the dish below is super delicious, but super fattening and oily and heaty. It was both mine and vince's fave! LOL

It's actually fried carrot cake with XO Sauce.

But this xiao long bao SUCKS! too salty and not delicious at all :(

Delicious Food! Ordered and ordered. And ok la, kinda cheap coz we ate about $40 only :P

It was about 12am when I reached home. I over eat, so was feeling super uncomfortable so quickly took my medicine and a hot bath which make me feel better.

But stupid Jack, not considerate at all, was feeling unwell still force me to meet him. Ok fine, coz it was my fault at firs so treat it as an apology, and taking into account tat he's goin to get admitted to the hospital next week for 2 weeks for some research purposes, and that he'll come over to my place to fetch me, ok. :P Yea stayed out till 5am den reached home :(

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1:03 PM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

[[* E.N.D.E.D but I'm "Bu Gan Xin" *]]

Yes, everything has come to an end when I saw this on his friendster, from his other girl, named Xueli in her friendster:

To my dearest hamtaro,

Thanks for being so caring and always there for me all these months. You will still put on a smiling face and bring me to places that I want to go even when you are tired. I am very touched. Being able to see you in the mornings brightens my days and I look forward to seeing you again at the end of the day. I’m not good with words but just like to let you know that though life will be hard these few years, I will always stay by your side, care for you and be there for you. School going to open soon. Jia you wor.
Aishiteru.
你是我心中永远Super No. 1.

With lotsa luv n kisses,
Your dear princess

God! guess how I felt at that freaking moment. My world nearly came crushing down? LOL no la not that serious I just exaggerated, I thought I would be seriously hurt, but end of the day I realise I did not. I felt more of "Bu Gan Xin". Esp after a talk with my gals, and saying out watever I have to say. I was more of "Bu Gan Xin" coz...
- the fact that everyone has told me to give up but I still stayed on.
- my sis told me that he may be treating other gals the same way he did to me, I still chose to feign ignorance, no actually was I didn't really care and bother about it.
- But ultimatum came at the point that, hey! he's not handsome like QS, neither is he pretty like Pretty Boy, and neither is he rich like Flingy, and most importantly!
- the gal is not pretty at all!! And my youngest sister just commented she resemble Abigail, so guess how I would feel, kinda kanna downgraded.

Upon reading it I confronted him immediately, coz was *haha still waiting for suowei so I pressed on my phone and smsed! And this was what he replied:

Lawrence:"I guess you saw her ba. I dun know wat to say I guess to be honest with you. I like both of you I dun know who to choose. Both of you are very nice to me. I am sorry to hurt you I never intended to. Sorry."

WooHoo... so does it mean you've(Lawrence) all along tgt I wld be clever to have discovered it? Long predicted one day I'll find out? With this point, I dunno, do I say that the gal is stupid? That's wat my gf said, coz she's 27 le, having lived 27 yrs of her life, and she has not a single hint of his 2-timing, she can go bang her head LOL. Really thank them for brightening up my gloomed evening. *hehe.

To be honest with me? I've given you so many chance to be honest why didn't you do that? Coz I've confronted him a few times before, but he always denied it. Anyway you(Lawrence) also no need to choose, as there's no need for that, coz I DO NOT NEED SUCH AN OTHER HALF. Yea of coz I'm a nice girl and I'm always nice to everyone around me :P And you did not hurt me, I'm just "bu gan xin" why you 2-timed with such a XXXX gal. It kind of degraded my status.

Just felt really stupid during this period of time. Now all I can hope is welcoming my 21st Birthday!!! Welcoming a total whole new year, wishing and hoping that it will be a great year ahead for me, and may all these bad luck this yr all end on the day when the clock strikes 12 and I'm 21!!

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11:42 PM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

[[* What am I supposed to do? *]]

Lawrence: "Good afternoon dear. I wan to tell you although I am not by your side but I miss you every single day. Tonight exam good luck. Jia You. Hug and kisses muack =)"
(is this sweet talk?)

Then he was saying his work very tiring, wan to go on a holiday. Then I say next yr CNY la coz I planning also. Then he say his school start le may not have time and was thinking of going next month. So I told him, hmm ok lor den you find friend go ba, I no time and no money. His reply:

"Like tat ar then I wait for you. We go next year lar. I try to squeeze some time for our holiday. I miss you so much muack."
(see the one in bold, does it mean anything?)

Guess I'm super duper insecure now. Should I just give up totally?

Then when he keep asking if I miss him, and I keep avoiding answering that qns. Then he replied: "You never miss me ar haiz. I miss you very much leh". -.-''

I'm really lost now, dunno should I believe or not to. And I seriously unable to make a decision now :( Dunno where have all my decisiveness gone to.

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4:29 PM

[[* What is Your Ideal Lover? *]]

You need "The Flirt"!

When it comes to all things, you want fun. You want someone who can make you moan and laugh at the same time. Your ideal lover has no trouble role-playing, whether it's as common as the naughty nurse or as ridiculous as a Star Wars character. And someone in the relationship has got an awfully big light saber.

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3:16 PM

[[* What Kind of Lover Are You? *]]

You are "The Care Bear"!

Aww, aren't you sweet. You are the sensitive lover, in tune with your partner's needs and perhaps the Lifetime Channel. You care more about pleasing your lover than you do yourself, which is ironic because pleasing your partner is the only way you can please yourself.

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3:13 PM

[[* *]]

Peilian
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3:04 PM

[[* +_Should I, Should I Not_+ *]]

People are telling me, peilian ah wake up wake up...

From Ryan:
"I read liao, you so poor thing. Sayang Sayang. He is like delaying you back. I think you should find another BF and forget about him. He's like wasting your youth, delaying you when he can't make out what he promises. Keep pushing things back, that's how I felt. All I know, you should forget about him and get a life elsewhere. Find someone else. If not you are always in his shadows.

PL: " Hmm, orh, I will try."

Ryan: "You have to lor!"

Really? Should I? I think Peilian has become really stupid now... :( How!!!

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2:14 PM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

[[* +_4th Lesson_+ *]]

Wasn't informed of changed venue :( Was changed from SMa city campus(Bugis) to Le Meridien.

So I still went down to Bugis, stupid Jack was busy playing his games, nv contact me. Okay anyway also not hungry so went in search for suowei's pressie coz meeting her on thursday. Then bought my favourite crunchie chocolate!!! And that's my lunch. Went school. Class was not shown on LCD screen. So went to look for the admin ppl, was told venue changed!! Lucky Jamie was around. BTW she's my consultant, as in the one helping me with all the admin work for the application and stuff. She drove me down to Le Meridien!! WOW! super duper touched man.

Lucky, not exam today, if not I sure die le.

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2:22 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007

[[* +_3rd Lesson_+ *]]

Was super on time today LOL. Reached on the dot at 1.30pm. Today topic is very relevant to my course of work, talking about injunction, M&A, directors' duties, AGM, all the TO DOs and NOT TO DOs...

End at 4.30pm, Lawrence say goin to his mum's place to eat can't meet me for dinner, but in my head I was thinking, even when my mum got cook, I also can pei him eat, later den go home eat my mummy food, why can't he do the same? I really find it harder and harder to believe in him.

Thanks Jack! *Haha Thanks for accompanying me to eat, yea see he ate at home le, but when I asked, he still agree to come out and pei me eat dinner! Just buy a drink and just sit there accompany me eat, is that so difficult Mr. Teo? Had LJS, haven eaten it in such a long while. After that went to catch Bee Movie, hilarious show, and cute show!!! Great for some de-stress and laughing.

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11:46 AM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

[[* +_2nd Lesson_+ *]]

No friends... :( Funny thing was the whole class seems to know each other beforehand...Coz all got own groups of friend le, except me. Feel so weird, so out of place.

Lonely Lunch today :(

Long day, lotsa things to recap and re-absorb. DRAINED. After school tgt can find someone to go out :( But so sad, all are occupied. Left me, so lonely no choice head home. So lonely at home again, coz no one at home!!! HOME ALONE XXX.

LEADING A LONELY LIFE.

I used to love being alone. But now somehow dunno why, feel so Lost when I'm alone. Feel so unwanted. Feel so friend-less. Where have all my friends gone to? There's alot of friends I can't touch coz, they're all out with their GFs. Weekends ma. Hate to go shopping on weekends also, coz couples ply the streets. So should I go get attached too?

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6:16 PM

Friday, November 09, 2007

[[* +_1st Lesson_+ *]]

Super Duper Dry, after all it's about commercial law. So yea, kinda expected. It's like a refresher course for me, coz it's exactly the same as what I've learn in LAIT, just that the stupid Murdoch University doesn't wan to grant me exemption on this module :( *sigh

7-10pm, was totally drained out. Vincent was supposed to pick me up, but he flew my kite!!! No la, coz he got to attend his fr's bdae party. Then Pretty Boy was supposed to fetch me from my school, but dunno wat happen nv, coz he ask me to meet him straight at our usual hangout but but but SORRY, coz I fly his kite :P Anyway makeup to you(Pretty Boy) on Sunday ba. :D

Tml having lesson at 9am!!! Oh god! Mr. Teo, kindly give me a morning call :P Long day tml... 9-4pm :( Sadded.

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6:09 PM

[[* +_Thank You Sista, Love'ya Sista_+ *]]

Yea yea, this time must indicate, my sista is refering to SISTA GLENDON!!! Happy? Dun later come and scold me: "Tgt u're refering to me!!! Disappointed *Cry". :P

Thanks for the lift, Thanks for agreeing to pei me eat dinner within such a short notice, Thanks for EVERYTHING!!! ;) That's why I always say Love'ya!!! *LOL

So sorry, cause you to waste freaking S$3 for parking at central :( and it was actually less than half an hour!!! Really feel so sorry. Central Parking is super duper exp!!! If not bcoz I'm in a rush, and if not bcoz you wan to accomodate me, you dun need to spend that money. SORRY.

SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY

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5:47 PM

[[* +_Am I suppose to believe?_+ *]]

Lawrence: "Dear angry ar, I am sorry I am really busy with work. You should know how tired I am also right. It's not that I purposely dun wan to date you out I am really tired."
(when I told him that he only date me when he is free and available, nv put my schedule into consideration)

Lawrence: "You are really important to me. I dun wan you to feel bad that I dun spend time with you. I wan you to know that I am really tired and I tried to spend time with you as and when I am feeling better and more free. I hope you could be understanding dear. I do love you. Pls understand."
-> Hinting I'm not understanding?

Lawrence: "I am not saying you are not. But I just wan to let you know my situation and hope you understand. I really care about you de. But I tend to be forgetful."
(this was on the issue that he forgot I'm starting my bridging course)

Lawrence: " I am sorry I dun have much time for you. Wat I can do is try to spend as much time as possible with you. Maybe we can study together at the library on weekend"
(this was on the fact that, if you have no time for me now, wun u have even no more time for me in the future when u start school?)

I know it's not right for me to compare, but this is far too big different from my ex. All the talks is still incomparable to actions. Like when I needed him the most, instead it was Pretty Boy who was by my side all the while. He spent like almost everyday with me, for one whole full week. And please he has his own GF to take care of too.

Sometimes its not me being not understanding, but perhaps its all the insecurity that is causing all these doubts. Esp when my sista told me, he could be treating other gals the same way he's treating you. So what makes me so special? When he doesn't even want to spend time with you.

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3:53 PM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

[[* +_Happy 18th Birthday_+ *]]

Happy 18th Birthday to my dearest sister!!!

Finally 18 le, next time can jio you go cheong together!!! :P

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1:56 PM

[[* +_Personality_+ *]]

Flexible

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Simple

You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Thoughtful

You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.

Physical

You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

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12:05 PM

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

[[* +_Sista Date_+ *]]

Wahahaha finally met up with sista. Met him at Clark Quay, tgt he'll be taking public transport, who knows he drive again. So waiting waiting, for him to park his car *sigh. Went to the food court to eat had a delicious "san bei" chicken which was really very nice. Then we vie over our drinks again, coz both of us always wan to eat and drink the same thing, but both of us oso haf the habit of not choosing the same as the other party, so yea end up he ate bad food, coz his food was exp and not nice, den coz I ordered watermelon juice, he ordered orange juice tat was yellow in colour Gross *LOL

After dinner, went to get his car. *hohoho saw a lot changes in EnYouth, office moved, people become richer. Got subaru la, fairlady etc etc... Lucky nv c "shou ren" Siam! Siam! *haha OK den he drive me around to look for UOB coz I need to drop cheque. Thank you, that's so nice *hehe. then we went down to his fr's pub. So quiet today, really quiet. But guess I too long nv drink, can't really hold my liquor tat well anymore *Sobz... Coz 2 jugs only I abit tipsy le, *haha and sista was so scared I'll vomit in his new car *LOL but in the end I nv wor :P

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11:25 AM

[[* +_Wondering_+ *]]

I'm seriously pondering, wondering, how true can what a man says be.

What he's telling me, doesn't really reflect in action. I don't as in, I'm really very particular in regards to his photos on facebook as it's really telling me otherwise. Many times, I really wished to ask why r u still posting those pictures, yes pictures with another girl. I dunno who the girl is, but somehow it seems like his ex. But I dunno, I just don't like to see it esp when I play facebook. Some more it's his main pic. *sigh

What should I do?

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11:00 AM

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

[[* +_Pretty Boy Treat_+ *]]

Yea! Am super broke coz just booked my chalet, but today's pretty boy treat so well, gonna eat good food LOL. But Mr. Pretty Boy, again made me waited!!! Feel like strangling him man. But on the fact that he paid for the meal, hmm ok I close one eye :P

Went to Crystal Jade to eat *muahahaaa Have been craving for Xiao Long Bao for dunno how long liao. And we had 3 cages of it!!! Plus one steamed one, also consider Xiao Long Bao ba. And a bolw of noodle each, but mine sucks big time, look so gross oso. And I think I kinda overeat :P Coz tummy was kinda unwell... nono should be super unwell when I get home :(

Really dun like to walk with him, gosh so tall and forever the center of attraction. And long legs always walk so fast, never think for those with not-so-long legs... Grrr! So tired. And Mr Pretty Boy is Mr. Lobster today!! LOL Coz of over-suntanning on Sunday, *haha who ask u act clever went wild wild wet, spend whole day under the sun den nv apply sun block? BLEH!!!

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10:35 AM

Monday, November 05, 2007

[[* +_Special Gathering_+ *]]

You know why is it special? Coz of the people who came for the gathering.

Look at the attendence list and you'll know how weird the combination is.

Ziming, Lesan, Eric, Gina, WanYing, SeeNgee and Me... LOL Ain't it weird?

Alright. Went to Bugis and had Steamboat. Nice just gathering around, updating each other about ourselves, gossiping as usual and trying to get news frm each other regarding the rest of our schoolmates.

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10:32 AM

Sunday, November 04, 2007

[[* +_Saturday_+ *]]

Yea finally went to collect my samsung and O2 from the service centre. Collection was super fast. Reached about 12, by 1 we're already at IMM searching for our Lunch destination. Ended in Aijisen, where the food sucks big time, while we(me and my sis) waited for Sheng Long to come. *hehe And we bully him, coz he ate our leftovers, so sorry :P And he foot the bill too. Thank You! Feel kinda bad.

Anyway din know he suddenly become so close to my sis, and 2 of them gang up and bully me!!! *Sobz. After lunch they accompany me to SMa to pay my school fees, coz starting class on 9-Nov-07. After mine, it's Sheng Long's turn, and we took a bus to Kaplan to pay his school fees.

Went to NYDC@Heeren for tea break, which ended up being banned by Sheng Long :( Coz the weather was hot and he was perspiring non-stop, and the food just cannot make it to his standard. Alright my turn to foot the bill :'( Burn a hole of S$50 in my pocket. *CRY.

Ok by that time it's already 5, so my sis went Vivo to meet Zong, while me and Sheng Long went jalan jalan around Orchard. And guess what? I saw Daz!!! CHee Hao!!! working @ Paragon. *Shocked Shocked. Alright he's my first love *haha my first BF. And yea we still keep in touch but super uber long nv meetup le. Upon hearing this hmm the guy seems unhappy. Anyway din manage to catch up with him also, coz he was just too busy. Meetup soon alright!!! I'm awaiting :P

Went CineaLeisure to catch GamePlan @ 7.40. Bought tickets @ 6.40 and for the one hour of waiting time, the Mr. slept!!! On my shoulder somemore, outside the arcade -.-'' What kind of date is this? I really dunno.

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9:16 AM

Friday, November 02, 2007

[[* +_My B'dae is APPROACHING_+ *]]

Actually still got 3 more mths to go but yea! I'm preparing!!! *hehe excited.

Tried to book my Aloha Chalet, but all fully booked. SADDED!
Now looking for NTUC Member, found one VINCENT!!! Hopefully he dun back out last min :P But don't think he will la, he's a "hao hao xian sheng" afterall.
Also waiting to see if Terence has any offers for me, coz he's a civil servant.

Anyway confirm, chalet will be booked. So...
DEAR FRIENDS, KINDLY MAKE YOURSELF FREE ON 5-JANUARY-2008!!
IT'S A SATURDAY, so don't worry.

Attendance List compiled, including relatives has got 100 people, but doubt all are turning up, as usual coz I dun have tat many good friends either. :D
Will send out invitation soon, in December *hehe

And probably I'll have to trouble a few ppl to gather all my friends around:
Kareen & Zong: For Secondary schoolmates (Edward, Junyun etc)
Bon & Cherlyn: For Si Jia Members!! (Attendence is COMPULSORY)
Joyce: For Poly Fr (Jasmine, Winnie, Alvin, Ronald, ChoonTeck, Dairus & Gang, Lavonne & Gang etc)
**(Attendence is COMPULSORY for Ah Joy too!)
Von: For my Girl Gang (Attendence is COMPULSORY)
Ying: For Poly Fr (Gina, Emmy-san, Hui2 etc)
Jasmine & Ben: For Primary Schoolmates (shirley, yvonne etc)

And do check out my W.I.S.H..L.I.S.T
for the things I wan for my B'dae I dun mind alot of ppl sharing for one pressie as I know my stuff are kind of more to the higher end :D

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4:56 PM